Open Question: how should i deal with my problems?

5 February 2012, 6:10 pm

ok, this mught seem kinda long but here goes... recently my life has been terrible, i try to keep my head up high but i just cant, i listen to as much music as possible, and even learned to play guitar, but it just doesnt cut it... my parents dont care that, they only care that i get i good grades, and i used to get good grades, but ive been facing way too many problems, and its just been insanely hard to focus on my school work, i get stepped on many times in shool, and i just cant stand up for myself, my self esteem has been crippled because of something i did that just embarassed me really badly. to make it worse, i cant even talk to my parents about any of my problems because they dont help me with them, they criticize me and make me hate myself for my stupidity. my dad shouts at me almost every day, im tired of bottling up my emotions, i feel like im gonna explode one day!! i cant even express my emotions... there are so many more issues, but these are the ones that are really hurting me... and please dont say "talk to someone" because thats what ive been doing, ive even tried to help out my friends with thier personal problems so that maybe "karma" could help me, but it doesnt seem to work :(... Read More »