30 July 2010, 9:35 pm
*before i ask this, PLZ no lectures!!! i know what is right but right now im thru being the nice one, so i need advice* ok, so i have been "cutties" with this guy for like 4 years, on and off. we never hooked up as a couple...mainly because he has different taste (and so do i) but the sex was good so there was no reason to not do it. (plus, even though he WASNT bf material, there was something about him). ok, fast forward to now. i discovered a while back that i AM indeed in love with him. i think about him night and day, day in and day out. ive had my share of guys-not a whore-just experience- and i know this is different. he makes me feel complete when im around him and he treats me like a person instead of a piece of ass. only problem is now he has a girlfriend! they have been dating for close to a year. its not the best relationship because they actually fight more than they are happy. *i know this because he vents to me when we ARENT having sex, which by the way, we still ARE* she is not right for him. she doesnt appreciate any of the things he does for her, which by the way, would make me feel like the luckiest woman alive if he did them for me. the only reason im still having sex with him is because deep down im afraid to let him go. i dont want another man. i dont want to continue to be "cutties". i want him to be my man. i actually feel like i cant go on without him. i know karma is a bitch. i also know that she hasnt really done anything to me, but truthfully i feel a little territorial. i was there first. i know the right thing to do is to let it go and mark it as a loss, but it hurts too badly. and we arent JUST cutties. he is like my best friend also. IM SO CONFUSED!!!! and emotional...so easy on the answers, please! im not giving up. thats the bottom line. how can i make him see how i feel without puting myself out like a target at a gun range?... Read More »
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